Weekly Thoughts #2

This week has been reasonably good. A breakthrough week I might add. My ep is almost done, just adding a few tweaks here and there. Funny thing about this project I did a lot of singing or harmonizing. It’s not even like I can sing like Bruno Mars or something. I sing like icejjfish. When I was creating these pieces, I feel like I was vibing to the beats and it just happened. Also, I have been moving toward throwing a story on this project to show my versatility a little bit. I challenge myself with this one to be personal only, just because I have never done something personal before. The Rise barely had a theme to it at all. New Breed showcased how different I was from the others. The Storm was more political or just me making a point. Words of fury was kind of just thrown together. So poetic gift I want this to be about me and my gift.
I have been thinking about my life, even more, this week it’s just that I feel like there’s specific stuff you can’t say to people, especially your kids. Like I know it’s unhealthy for me to keep thinking about this stuff but things bother me. Like whoever said words don’t hurt is a liar. Words last just because of memories. They stick to you no matter how much you try to escape the people who said it. It always seems to find a way back into your mind. I sometimes wish I would have got beat up instead because at least those bruises would have been healed by now. I know I can’t rewrite my past but I have to write in my future. That’s a lesson I have been trying to get through my head lately.
Other than that I’m so close to my weight goal its crazy. I can feel the fabrics hitting my body. The burden being lifted off my shoulders. The constant happiness every time I wake up. I’m almost there and I will not let anything stop me from achieving that. That’s all I have for this week. Don’t forget to follow me on Instagram @k.exum and leave comments below.
Author: K. Exum
K. Exum is an up and coming author & poet. He looks to make his longtime childhood dream job his reality. By creating this blog, he seems to show his skills for writing. His hunger for success and dedication to turn his ordinary life into his dreams has brought him to this point. K is currently working on his 5th spoken word project, "Poetic Gift." Reach out by this email to connect! founderofhitm@gmail.com

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