Confessions (Spoken Word)

 

I just want to talk

Like ever since my 20th I feel like it’s finally gone

Like I’m finally done

But part of me don’t want to believe it’s true

I sometimes think it’s just sitting in the dark waiting to play peek a boo

At that point I don’t know what I’m going to do

This is me just being true

Like I don’t know if this moment in Time is just temporary

But I really hope it’s not

Because that feeling had me tied down, I mean tighter than a knot

To the point where I just wanted to

You know what I’m not going to speak that feeling into existence

I don’t even want it to make its grand entrance

Cause I kinda like this happy feeling

But I know I got a little bit more drilling

To do before I hit that grand moment

Where I can celebrate and hang my achievements up like an ornament

And be proud of my improvement

I use to think my life had a measurement

To the point where I couldn’t go beyond a certain point

But I know now that my achievements has no limit like master p

Tired of writing about my old pain, I’m ready to show the world who I be

Best believe I’m going to make it the goal that you know me

I got my gift in full effect

My gas tank still on full meaning I got a lot left

And I’m going to keep going till I lose my breath

I use to want people to see and hear what I felt

But now I’m just all about my passion

I’m just letting out my confessions

I use to be stressing

But you only seen my blessings

Some things I use to write about just needed some addressing

Used my gift to scream to the people who wasn’t hearing me correctly

I was coming for my haters directly

Grandma use to say why don’t you write about being happy

I used to laugh it off

But truth be told, my soul been hurt

My heart couldn’t let me be fake because i was thrown in the dirt

Had to let the world hear first

Spent the last 6 years fighting the urge

Now I’m free and ready to go to work

I’m just letting out my confessions

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