Confessions (Spoken Word)

 

I just want to talk

Like ever since my 20th I feel like it’s finally gone

Like I’m finally done

But part of me don’t want to believe it’s true

I sometimes think it’s just sitting in the dark waiting to play peek a boo

At that point I don’t know what I’m going to do

This is me just being true

Like I don’t know if this moment in Time is just temporary

But I really hope it’s not

Because that feeling had me tied down, I mean tighter than a knot

To the point where I just wanted to

You know what I’m not going to speak that feeling into existence

I don’t even want it to make its grand entrance

Cause I kinda like this happy feeling

But I know I got a little bit more drilling

To do before I hit that grand moment

Where I can celebrate and hang my achievements up like an ornament

And be proud of my improvement

I use to think my life had a measurement

To the point where I couldn’t go beyond a certain point

But I know now that my achievements has no limit like master p

Tired of writing about my old pain, I’m ready to show the world who I be

Best believe I’m going to make it the goal that you know me

I got my gift in full effect

My gas tank still on full meaning I got a lot left

And I’m going to keep going till I lose my breath

I use to want people to see and hear what I felt

But now I’m just all about my passion

I’m just letting out my confessions

I use to be stressing

But you only seen my blessings

Some things I use to write about just needed some addressing

Used my gift to scream to the people who wasn’t hearing me correctly

I was coming for my haters directly

Grandma use to say why don’t you write about being happy

I used to laugh it off

But truth be told, my soul been hurt

My heart couldn’t let me be fake because i was thrown in the dirt

Had to let the world hear first

Spent the last 6 years fighting the urge

Now I’m free and ready to go to work

I’m just letting out my confessions

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K. Exum

K. Exum is an up and coming author & poet. He looks to make his longtime childhood dream job his reality. By creating this blog, he seems to show his skills for writing. His hunger for success and dedication to turn his ordinary life into his dreams has brought him to this point. K is currently working on his 5th spoken word project, "Poetic Gift." Reach out by this email to connect! founderofhitm@gmail.com

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