Weekly Thoughts 15

This chapter of my life is getting difficult. I feel like I’m in this never-ending race. It’s like I’m at the finish line and I just can’t cross. No matter how much I try and maneuver my way through. I’m just stuck watching everyone else cross. For the past couple of months, I have been taking action on this weight thing. But now it feels like I’m sitting on the sidelines again.

Something I beat before I can’t seem to beat now. No matter how much I try to talk my way out, I’m still not heard. It’s like talking to a brick wall. I just want to get this over with. 2 years just to get this treatment. Makes me feel like I wasted a lot of time.

The Rise, New Breed, The Storm and Words Of Fury. All of my creations I have put out. Now I’m looking at an ep that I’m not sure about anymore. I want to release it but I don’t want it to be too emotional or too much of the same content. I want to release it in a couple of days but it’s looking like I’m going to have to push it back. Maybe Christmas I guess. It has to pass my test. I have to be fully comfortable with it before I drop it. I can’t make the same mistakes again. Releasing pieces that don’t sound up to part. Or I stuttered a bit. I have to get as close to perfection as I possibly can get.

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K. Exum is an up and coming author & poet. He looks to make his longtime childhood dream job his reality. By creating this blog, he seems to show his skills for writing. His hunger for success and dedication to turn his ordinary life into his dreams has brought him to this point. K is currently working on his 5th spoken word project, "Poetic Gift." Reach out by this email to connect! founderofhitm@gmail.com

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