Weekly Thoughts #104: How was my first week on antidepressants?
So what’s new this week? I had a bit of a shopping spree. Well, not much of a spree. It’s a spree for me because I barely buy myself anything. I brought some new sneakers. A couple of items from Boohoo. Some home decorations for my room. A couple of gadgets from five below. A couple of items from the merchandise I’m working on. Just a mini spree.
I have been racking up lately on eBay. Made over $400 in a week. I sold all of my size 16 shoes. I sold too some of my 15s, but I have 6 more to go. I may sell my 14s too because they are feeling bigger now. Never thought my feet will drop this many sizes and so fast. Hard to start the collection over when you keep dropping shoe sizes.
Took my first trip out of the state in a long time. It was a mini road trip that only lasted a couple of hours, but it was an adventure. My friends wanted to go to West Virginia. Met a new friend. I named him Joshua.
My first week on antidepressants. I have a lot of energy. Not like crack head energy, but enough to write more when I would usually want to lie down. I’m taking Zoloft, which has about 20 side effects. But I have been experiencing a messy side effects. Diarrhea not the most pleasant news this week. But it is what it is. I now wait for my psychiatrist to answer my question about lowering my dosage. Aside from the side effect, I have been feeling better and not having a lot of tantrums as usual. Last week I talked about my big tantrums but sometimes I have mini blackout ones that last a couple of seconds. Happens when I’m mad or frustrated with something small.
This week and post has ended. I’m still working on bringing out some merchandise and integrating with Instagram. That seems like a more accessible place for shopping now. To me, an easy way to promote. Also, I just had another cover made by Andiest. It looks super dope. This spoken word to come is more of a free verse with a bit of a self-reflection. I can’t wait till more people hear it. I’m just rambling on at this point. I don’t enjoy making this post too long. So I’ll just see you all next week.