Love Me Again (Poem)

I just want you to love me again

You made me feel so happy

But I was so crappy

I just want you to take me back

You got me addicted to you like I was an addict and you were my crack

I want to get stacks with you

Look I just want my queen

I been in a dark place since

I let you go in a blink

I want to be your king

Since you left I been in pain

I have been feeling drained

I just need you to pick me up like a crane

I see you all over the gram

I miss the way you rode me like a ramp

You were the champ

Baby, you had good brain

You were a true scholar

It was so good made me holler

You loved my toddlers

We have been through so much you was my soldier

You are built like a Da Vinci sculpture

Love to eat it like a vulture

You were my secret weapon like a gun in a holster

I was your protector

None of the others give you bullets like mines, bullets powerful like a four four

I have been lost since you walked out the door

I just want you to love me again

Behind The Scenes: 400+ Part 2

This weight has been a thorn in my side for so long. It’s getting annoying to even talk about it. But here goes nothing. 3 years of me working out and losing weight then gaining it back. Led me to finally drop the weight needed to meet the surgeon.

The surgeon talked about the side effects and what could happen and I didn’t feel right. You know? I love the idea of dropping weight faster than usual but something just didn’t feel right. After the meeting, I still had to deal with another doctor before I can reach the surgeon again.

That brings me to my current situation. Where I’m lost trying to get passed this never-ending task. You would think just going to sleep with a mask on would be easy. But for me, it’s the hardest thing I have faced.

I struggle with it almost every night. It’s like an air conditioner just blowing into my nose and mouth while I try to sleep. I only have to do it for a month and I can’t get through one night. The doctors act like I’m speaking a foreign language when I tell them I can’t sleep with it. Peers do the same thing.

I ask God for a sign all the time for if I should pull out or not. Maybe this is the sign or maybe it’s just another never-ending challenge. I still workout and try to eat right and lose some weight. But it’s nothing like if I went under already. That’s it for this post. Like, comment and share for more post like this. Enjoy some of my previous post below. See you tomorrow.

Domestic (Poem)

Why is it funny when a woman beat on a man?

Why is it not talked about when a woman constantly slaps a man?

When he walks away

Like most people say

He is still attacked

When he hits back

Why is it then wrong to hit your spouse?

Because a woman is not as strong

Right that old saying that is constantly looked down upon in other cases

But in this case, it’s perfectly fine, right?

I thought it was a woman can do everything a man can do right?

So it’s different when it comes to an altercation

She’s weak when she hits me

Repeatedly

And I’m the aggressor when I hit her

When will this change

No one likes to be hit especially by their spouse

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Writing Prompt #12

What do I need to let go?

The past:

The past is not a reflection of me and that’s something I just need to accept. Although situations and my loved ones hurt me in ways I can’t explain. It’s not something that should make me hate them and myself.

As far as the future goes, I don’t think I can go full thrive to my goals if my mind is stuck in the past. To chase after a dream or your goals, your mindset has to be focused on that goal or dream. Not thinking about what happened last year, last week or even yesterday. Just talking from experience.