Hey Depression 6

Why can’t I forget?
I keep trying to forget
But I’m tired of living with this regret
I can keep blaming them for putting me in the situation
But I could have done more
But how could I be sure
I was only a kid
Now I’m an adult feeling like this
I’m helpless
The ones that want to help is the reason I feel helpless
I wish I could get better but I’m just so fucking depressed
Hard to explain it to someone who doesn’t know the feeling
I thought when they cut me that I would start healing
But there’s no healing this heart