3 Things That Bring Me Joy When I’m Down

Music: Really good music that makes you think that your life isn’t so bad. One of my key songs I like to listen when I’m down is a song called All Bad by Scarface. Put Affiliate Link) Yea that’s an affiliate link. Other than that I usually just listen to my workout playlist. Basically, listen to any music that has substance. Not a party song.

Sleep: A good nap just feels like a restart to the day. If I can get in a nap then I’ll be good after any midday trauma.

Video Games: Sometimes Just a good game while playing music is my remedy. I just like to tune everything out when I’m down in the dumps.

Problem With Social Media

Insecurities: the insecurities you get when you don’t get as much as likes and comments that you would like. On social media compliments or just being noticed is defined by a double tap of the finger. When one doesn’t get enough they feel down or depressed. Some week to change or do things outside of their character to get a change.

Catfish: Easy to get catfish. By someone using a fake page. For some putting your heart into a person who has a fake picture. Can be stressful because when the truth comes to the light. Your trust and heart really take a hit.

Bullying: social media is a bullying zone. It’s filled with individuals that are miserable and upset at their lives so they make fake pages just to bring you down. Just to feel their pain. Most times they do it to celebrities or just regular people who are just trying to enjoy their lives.

Love Me Again (Poem)

I just want you to love me again

You made me feel so happy

But I was so crappy

I just want you to take me back

You got me addicted to you like I was an addict and you were my crack

I want to get stacks with you

Look I just want my queen

I been in a dark place since

I let you go in a blink

I want to be your king

Since you left I been in pain

I have been feeling drained

I just need you to pick me up like a crane

I see you all over the gram

I miss the way you rode me like a ramp

You were the champ

Baby, you had good brain

You were a true scholar

It was so good made me holler

You loved my toddlers

We have been through so much you was my soldier

You are built like a Da Vinci sculpture

Love to eat it like a vulture

You were my secret weapon like a gun in a holster

I was your protector

None of the others give you bullets like mines, bullets powerful like a four four

I have been lost since you walked out the door

I just want you to love me again

Help (Poem)

I’m surrounded by plastic

They stick around like they elastic

But not here when it get drastic

That’s classic

I hate people that’s not long lasting

This life is fast you got to keep up

I been trying to make a come up

But you left me all alone

I got a lot roaming through my dome

I was never in the streets like a cone

But it feel like it

It’s like I had many around me

They tried to change me

Then they left me

It’s crazy how your around snakes all your life

This don’t feel right

Pops want to help me out

How do I talk to the one who put me in it

My feelings is tinted

Meaning they Dark

You turned your back and it hurt my heart

You left your mark

Now leave

Just let me be

Cause me and you can’t see eye to eye

Got me dying on the inside

And lighting a fire on the outside

I was thrown out in the water and I ain’t no Michael phelps

I didn’t have no help

I got to do it myself

Help is the last thing I need from a enemy

Cause family is overrated

And I hate it

It’s all about K. Exum