Hey Depression 6

Why can’t I forget?
I keep trying to forget
But I’m tired of living with this regret
I can keep blaming them for putting me in the situation
But I could have done more
But how could I be sure
I was only a kid
Now I’m an adult feeling like this
I’m helpless
The ones that want to help is the reason I feel helpless
I wish I could get better but I’m just so fucking depressed
Hard to explain it to someone who doesn’t know the feeling
I thought when they cut me that I would start healing
But there’s no healing this heart

Heartbreak (Short Poem)

I learned about love and heartbreak
In just a couple of days
I went from texting you fast to barely texting back at all
Everyday we use to jump on a FaceTime call
But now I’m not even excited to see you
It’s like the love just disappeared
I keep texting hoping that feeling will just reappear
I lost the love for you in an instant and I can’t bare to find that love
It feels like God put you in my life just so I can write a dope piece
I know, I know that sounds selfish
But it’s the truth that I came to terms with