Weekly Thoughts #27

This week wasn’t so rough. I think I was so cranky because I was hungry. Now not so much. I came close last week to cheating but I couldn’t bring myself to do that to myself. Without working out I have lost quite a bit of weight.

I lost 3 pounds this week. 13 altogether since starting the liquid diet. I think once my body got used to drinking instead of eating. It got easier. I’m literally 3 days away from my operation and it’s crazy.

The nerves are there but not really. I’m not scared of the operation. I’m scared of something going wrong doing the healing. There are side effects. Like I can cause some type of leak that can kill me. I got 3 more weeks of liquid and healing after it. So I’m a little scared for that.

I know I been talking about this a lot but it’s the only thing on my mind. For now, view my other posts on different subjects if you’re not into this. Subscribe to my mailing list and follow my blog Instagram for updates. @piecesofkblog

Weekly Thoughts #25

Weekly Thoughts 25:

This week was amazing. Simply amazing. Just to touch base on last week where I had passed the sleep apnea test. The test that was holding me back from my surgery. I didn’t think anything will get better after that. I know keeping faith is key but me and hope been split up.

So on to this week. I lost 15 pounds in 4 days. I still can’t believe I did that. I really just went back to my old gym routine and just pushed myself a little harder. I tracked my intake and made sure I didn’t eat when I wasn’t hungry. When Friday came I was back down to 416. The weight I had before I relapsed and went back to my old ways.

That’s not even the best part of this week. Today, I received the call. After 2 years I thought this day would never come. I am now locked in for surgery in a couple of weeks. I’m tearing up just writing this. For the first time in my life, I cried tears of joy.

I’m not going to make this emotional or nothing. I’m just going to end off this post with this, if you want something bad enough then you will sacrifice every being in your soul to make it happen.

Weekly Thoughts #24

Just the other day I was thinking about making this blog and writing about how I was waiting for my results for the sleep apnea test. The test that I had been waiting for a month for the results. It’s the only thing, for now, that was holding me back. Well, April 19th I got the results which stated that I had no evidence of sleep apnea like I had been thinking since they diagnosed me with it in October.

It feels like a burden has been lifted off my shoulder. I’m so close to being submitted to the committee. During the bariatric surgery process, you have to be submitted to a committee that decides when you can have the surgery and I’m just a few steps away from there.

It feels like I just released Poetic Gift and I’m already closing the door on another project. 20 tracks in but I don’t feel like it’s complete yet. After these last 2 then I’ll start chopping it down to a good 12 songs for this project.

As far as performing. I’m slowly making my way there. Going to busboys and poets and being in the atmosphere makes me want to get up there. But I’m still held back by the fear. I’m encouraged a lot about it but I’ll just go when I’m ready. I don’t want to rush and mess up.

I just wanted to vent for a second. So I thought I’ll bring this back. Sometimes it’s good to vent out loud and clear your mind and get a good assessment of what’s going on. Like always like, comment and subscribe to my mailing list to stay updated on my blog posts. Follow me on all social media platforms.

Weekly Thoughts #23

I finally got something to talk about. I don’t really do this series no more because I don’t really know what I should write about. But I finally am getting closer to getting back on track with this gastric bypass. I remember I wrote about this on Behind The Scenes: 400+ Part 2, I talked about my struggles with sleeping with a machine.

I wish I could say I conquered it but no I’m just taking a detour. Through another route hopefully. If I don’t get to take that little road it won’t break my gym spirits. I lost another 3 pounds recently. I’m literally 3 pounds away from getting back to where I was before Thanksgiving and Christmas.

The weight loss is always good to see but I’ll be truly happy when I start dropping clothes sizes. I love taking the pics in Model Dreams #24, but I can barely find clothes that I really like in my size.

Also, I put out a new Spoken Word song called Be You. I really like this one. It’s kind of short. Like it’s 1 minute of me attacking a double standard and uplifting the females. So if interested check it out on all digital stores. The only upset I had with this was I really wanted to get it put on the discover weekly playlist on Spotify. Sadly it didn’t make it on there. But it’s okay it just motivates me to create something better.

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Weekly Thoughts #22

I think I’m feeling the look of the blog this time. I say that a lot because I want the look to feel like home. This is where my babies (My Creations) stay.

As of today, I have started writing another book. Pray for me. Last time I wrote a book was within 1 week. I think I got lucky because I was so into the storyline that I wrote it quickly. It was also a book I been wanted to write but I kept procrastinating until I had no choice but to finally do it.

Excited to say I dropped 6 pounds this week. It partially came from this Keto Diet I had started. More on that later. Also managed to keep up with my workout schedule. Now I’m just 6 pounds away from getting back to the weight I was before my birthday. The goal of this weight loss journey is to stay consistent. That’s all I got to do.